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| I took this photo during the night of the new moon. 😀 (📍Rizal Boulevard, Dumaguete City) |
The new moon for this month happened in the Sagittarius constellation, which was perfect as it is my star sign and this phase happened on the first day of the month. The new moon phase symbolizes new beginnings and self-reflection, which aligns well with the things I wanted to give focus on during this time. I am now writing this in retrospect, and during this period I was actually in a trip with friends wherein I really took the time to let go of all my responsibilities (grateful I have work that allows me to do this 🙏✨) so I really had the time to do some reflections while listening to the sounds of nature (the wind, the rush of the ocean waves, the tweets of birds 💖).
Aside from those moments of self-reflections, I also got to experience a lot of new things through the adventures that we did during the trip. We did a lot of exploring, walking, and eating! I exchanged good energy with my friends and also with strangers during this trip.
I also was able to honor my physical body (especially my knees, that were able to endure all the walks, swimming, and climbing those stairs to the waterfalls😅). I am thankful that my body allowed me to enjoy those experiences. I was able to insert in my schedule a body massage (which was my first time to do it my own in a new place). It was my way of honoring my body for being strong throughout the trip. Although I have to admit I needed several days to recover (and as of this writing I am still recovering physically and mentally), I'm listening to what my body is feeling. I believe these were what the new moon taught to me.
I did my new moon spread during the first night of our trip. Good thing we had separate rooms for that night, because it would have been awkward for me to do the spread while they were there in the room. 😅
For this reading, I was still using the same spread that I have been using for my previous readings. Here's what the cards had to say.
The Problem is represented by the Four of Wands. The wand suit describes all the special talents and abilities that a person possesses. This is presented as a problem for me because I am experiencing a lot of guilt and self-doubt regarding my value in this world. And it was true, going into this trip, I felt like I was going into some kind of existential crisis. I feel as though I was not contributing enough to make a difference in this world.
The Root Cause is The Chariot. I interpreted this as my tendency to always chase after success. Because I am not satisfied with my current achievements, the thirst for recognition and awards just feels deeper and stronger. Because of this, I feel restless most of the time, and this fuels the problem, which is the self-doubt that I always carried with me.
The Contributing Factor is The Two of Swords. This card represents a feeling of being stuck in my comfort zone and feeling left behind compared to my peers. The Other Supporting Card is the Two of Wands. I'm feeling a lack of self-motivation to take action, and I have many hesitations about pursuing the things I truly want to do in order to achieve some of the long-term goals I have been targeting for the last several years. 😔
The Solution is represented by the Eight of Wands. I need to make a concerted effort to upscale myself and find a mentor who can motivate me. This mentor should be someone who is already in the position I aspire to reach, allowing me to learn from their experience as I work towards my goals in life. Another Solution Card is the Ace of Wands. It is noteworthy that both solution cards belong to the Wands suit, indicating that I am already aware of my passion and what actions to take. I simply need to convert my ideas into action and seek opportunities to utilize them effectively, not only for my benefit but also for the benefit of others.
The Obstacle card is the Page of Swords, which represents perseverance and resilience. I must confront my inner struggle in being consistent with my actions that align with my goals. I need to practice self-compassion during these times. I want to continue reinventing my system to discover which process works for me as I continue progressing in the right direction towards my goals.
The Outcome is The Sun. I don't need to fret because I will be able to see the difference I am making, and will make, in this world. Things will unfold in the best way possible. I do not need to worry about it; I just have to focus on doing my best each and every day.
The Future is represented by the Four of Swords. This signifies that I will be able to move forward with strength and dignity, pursuing all the goals I aspire to achieve. I will succeed not only for myself but also for others and for the community as a whole.
How others perceive this struggle is represented by the Page of Swords (which is a repeat card, because I was using a digital Tarot deck during the reading). This card represents the ongoing obstacles that I am facing. People recognize my struggles and come to help me in various ways that might be obvious or not to me. This actually aligns with my previous readings, serving as a reminder that there are individuals willing to help me, so I do not have to have this mindset that I need to face these challenges alone. I must acknowledge and recognize that there are friends, mentors, and colleagues who are capable and willing to help me. I have to remind myself of that.
I feel like my recent readings surround this theme. Maybe I really need repetition because there are lessons that I'm still not learning. I'm all ears, Universe. 🦻
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